I have very few people outside my room that I consider friends. I’m not social or particularly popular by any means. I’ve learned to adopt a certain persona when I’m with certain people. I act, sound, behave differently around different people. I wouldn’t say I was pretending to be someone I’m not — I was just being a different me.
I only talk to three people on my contact list. One of them is a guy I’m currently seeing and the other two are just there at this point. I need to make it a point to myself that just because I’m alone most of the time, doesn’t means I’m lonely. I think my preference to being alone is based on how awful people actually are when you spend time with them. I have this one friend who thinks very highly of himself. It’s nauseating being around him when he goes on his rants about how he’s “too good for people”, “why people are so stupid”, or “how I’m so mature.”
I don’t know how to begin.
I’m not saying I’m better than him, but I’m just sick of him.